Anonymous asked: why do you cut? <3
:) Never thought I would get this question but its a fair one :)
I cut for so many reasons, it depends on what the situation is really, sometimes I cut for the control, when everything is falling apart around me its the one thing I have power over.
Other times its the release, if im stressed or worried or theres an overload of emotion cutting centres me, its like I can reset my emotions and my thoughts, im calm and I can think, sometimes it alows me to cry as well just with that release.
The majority of the time though its a form of self punishment I guess, Im never good enough, I have always done something wrong or got on the wrong side of someone.
Im my biggest critic, If I think ive done something or I havent done it well enough or look at myself and my life I see weakness and for that I cut, a reminder of weekness and of a mistake I should have never made and will never make again, an example would be the time I was stupid enough to trust a group of people and although some I can still call friends the majority hurt me so much, I made a mistake to trust and for that I wrot “FRIENDS” on my thigh and crossed threw the words, They have become scars now, and a perminent reminder never to trust completely again.
I hope whatever you were trying to understand by asking this question you finaly understand :)
Thanx and if there is anything else you want to know go for it :)
