Im 18, from England, im female, I struggle with self harm, depression, social anxiety and am diabetic.
Music is my life, the bands I listen to are what keeps me going, so turn up the volume, tune out the world and get lost in the lyrics.


Im currently trying to stop self harming and im willing to support anyone that needs it, talk to me.

29th February 2012

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Falling

I can feel it happening again, withdrawing, falling back into myself, running from reality just like i did last time.

Im creating my own little world in my head again, cutting myself of from everything, im losing myself again.

It took years to accept reality again after the last time this happened, but reality has a way of wearing me down, and when it does my mind shuts down and denies reality.

Im numb, im at my limit, and reality is not working for me anymore.

Im shutting down again and I have no clue how to stop it from happening, im shutting people out…….

Im done….

Help?

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